hey! i realised im kinda neglecting my blog a bit... many things have been happening lately... so much that i didnt have the time to sit down and type out what happened for the day... dun think anyone actually cares whether i do or not, but im feeling guilty for ignoring my blog!!!

things have passed so fast, yet every second is another painful moment.

the pain i feel can never be described. it can never be taken away from me. it will never escape my heart.

i wish i could take all the suffering alone. so that everyone else would be happy. that would be the greatest happiness of my life.

the things love do to us. what can we do? running away is never a solution. sooner or later the question will come back to you. straighten your thoughts asap. cos there might not be any more time left for you to spare. the clock is always ticking. time doesnt stop for anyone. and in the end it might hurt someone even more than it would if you'd thought things out right at the start. make your move if you want to right now, because you might never have the chance to tell someone how much he/she means to you after that mere second. treasure the ones you love, and tell them how much they're worth. cos they really are worth it.

there's so much more i wanna do. so many words left unsaid. but where will i find the courage to face what is really buried deep in my heart? where do i go, and what do i do? i myself dont know much about what im thinking. my mind's a blur. i will never see the most important things in my heart, for they are covered by a million other things. i worry too much. i try not to, but somehow i always do. we're all trying very hard to do our best.

[love will never falter in the midst of a crisis.]
or will it?