grr!

hahaha since you all are wondering where ive disappeared to,

i shall post.

havent posted in so long.. so many things have happened and ive been so lazy to blog about stuff..
well recently my maternal grandma passed away. she was realllllllllly nice and whatyoucallit. selfless? i dont know. i never really treasured her i guess. makes me want to lock myself in a freezer for a lifetime. whenever we(mybro,mumandme) went to her house, she'd always take everything there was there- biscuits, drinks, fruits WHATEVER, and ask us to bring them all home. then recently after chinese new year she started having stomach problems.. went to alexandra hospy at first. they didnt check further and discharged her with like. normal gastric and stuff like that. the third time she had problems they sent her to nuh and they found out she had stomach cancer. last stages alr so we couldnt do much. then yea things got worse and everything. skipped half of school on friday to go to the hospital to see her for the last time. at least, she passed away peacefully (:

hopefully she'll be happy up above. haha. the last three days was real bonding with my cousins.. we all served peanuts and melon seeds and sweets for guests.. and yea sometimes threw peanuts at each other.. i guess my grandma will be happy to know that everyone was there before she left. loads of buddhist rites and everything. tiring few days. now i REALLY lack sleep. haha. tmr my paternal grandma's going to china for a few weeks. i think 2 weeks. i'll be home alone lols. its good but, well. we'll miss her and her. haha. im so tired. gonna sleep now. nites.. muackkies.

*lets hope the rotten apple gets healed.