ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i am dead for stats. like not the 'aah i wrote wrong answer!' or 'omg i dont know how to do qn 2 part b'! kind of dead,

I CANT DO EVERY FUCKING QUESTION. ZZ. except maybe the z table one. argh. im so dead.
i cant even count like, median mode. not even sure if my mean is correct. and when the invigilators walked past i felt so ashamed of my work argh.

this just shows that I NEED TO FUCKING STUDY ZZ and here goes again the cycle where i tell myself that i need to study and 'ok. this is over and im going to work hard next term' and next term and i just screw up again ARGH. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i really must do this! must must must must must although i have a theory that girls dont need to excel in studies (just find some guy and get married and be a housewife) BUT STILL, i dont want to be a loser in life!!! T_T

totally felt like A Maths in secondary school. or maybe E Maths during prelims................. and at question 3, i stoned cause i know what topic the question is on (qn topics were given to us before paper) BUT I TOTALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO DO? ARGH it was supposed to be sample dist & CLT BUT I DID LIKE Z TABLE CAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO. LOL. I WANTED TO JUST LEAVE BLANK AND WALK OUT CAUSE I WAS SO DEPRESSED,

but i told myself that even if i fail i have to do my best, i have to try my hardest. argh.

i really have to pick myself up and do better next term.