admist the happiness i hide the tears.

to the person i hate the most, (if you knew.)

i hope you choke on every word you spoke while you were screaming at me.

if not,

i wish i had saved all the tears you made me cry so i can drown you in them.

and you'll never know that,

i hurt myself so you cant.

cos,

your lies leave scars on my wrists.

everything makes me so sick,

so sick of being tired
and so tired of being sick

and,

even if the voices arent real




they have some pretty good ideas.