Thursday, March 17, 2005

everyone's trying. im no different.` **158 **157

): seems like nobody's tagging anymore.. its damn saddening you know.. haha..

okay well.. yesterday.. was supposed to go shopping with my mum? but ended up delay fr 1 plus to 5 plus cos she needed to do her assignment.. then.. we went to visit my grandma at nuh.. seemingly she's alot better but im still PRAYING HARD that the scans will come out in a good way.. the doc said the earlier scopes werent too promising )):

then went to orchard.. nothing much le la cos it was like pretty late.. 8 plus at night? yea.. so didnt exactly buy much.. got my razorbacks only.. no bag no pencilbox haha.. and i dont think my mum is keen on going out again.. haiz wish she'd be more understanding )= oh well.. she's prolly stressed also lar.. yea.. so aft that went home and was too tired to blog haha..

today.. went fer some leadership thing.. at first was really boring.. then we did some activities so it got more fun (= aft tt i met sammie at clementi.. yeaaaaaa went to orchard watch boogeyman which isnt very good.. tho i darent say anything cos im still scared of ghosts haha.. then went to east coast dunno for wad.. got iced mochas and went home by cab.. yaaa thats about all.. lol im kinda lazy to blog about the day..

kinda reflected alot.. you know.. i really really want to work hard fer exams and all that.. and i tell myself a million times that i can do it if i just put my mind to it.. but i just cant.. at the day before the exam i'll be going like.. uh im so tired.. forget it.. still, im gonna try to work harder.. i dont want to disppoint my parents.. i really dont want to.. haha i sound so stupid :x oh welllll first i'll have to start with tidying up my room and doing my homework. room today, homework tomorrow. more work and less procrastinating! lol i sound as if im really gonna do all that. well lets just hope so. ((:

anddddd guys are just so disappointing. they're the ones who're supposed to "protect" us and all that, but its all rubbish! when they disappoint us and we fuss about it, they think we're just crazy and we're overreacting but.. its just cos we expect them to always be there to surprise us and everything.. haizzzzzzzzzz i dont know its all too complicating. haha oh well sammie five more months. actually, im already waiting for my free sakae treat :x

okay lar im done reflecting. lol. byebye! muaksmuakks (:

wo bu pa si
zhi pa gui.

- im not afraid of death. only ghosts.


hahaha thats sooo true isnt it. )=

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