so many things have happened.. finally i think it'll come to an end. im sorry for many things i've done that weren't right, or anything that's made anyone unhappy. but there's no undo button in life. my blog's like moulding le.. ha..

to tt special group of friends, i hope we'll stay as friends forever.. and i'm sorry if i've been so held up with my own things last time tt i somehow didnt seem to care about you guys anymore.. aft that, i thought you guys wouldnt want to see me or talk to me anymore.. i was just someone else. i wasn't a friend to you. was i? well anyways i do care and i wish we'd go back to how we used to be, happy all the time and helping each other.. though i know its hard.. i'll try my best to care. cos i really do.

to the person i've made v v v sad, i'm sorry.. but i have to pick someone. and i know you've done alot for me. i really really really appreciate everything you've done. i hope we'll still chat and play games together.. though i think i have to set my limits.. nobody knows the you i know. and im glad i do.. cos i wont ever regret knowing you. even though you kinda messed up my life, i dont care cos i think i kinda messed up yours too. but like i've said before, i'll try my best to remember what i've said. cos i'm always trying to remember. and i do care as well.

to the person who was totally quiet for one day aft a letter from me, im sorry too. haiz i seem sorry to everyone. for everything. i know saying sorry doesnt help much.. cos actions speak louder than words.. but its all i can do now.. at this point of time, i feel so lost. like i dont belong anywhere. yea.. anyways.. to that person, i dont know whether you've agreed with what others have said.. or what else you've thought.. but im sorry for giving you so much pressure and making you so sad.. hope you'll cheer up and be happier.. (:

wonder what time i took my medicine this morning.. bleagh. i totally forgot. haha.. oh yea and

to seraph! haha. thanks so much for all your smses.. i know i dont reply that much.. but an sms once in a while from you is really nice! altho the sms i got from you while i was reading my oral passage was kinda freaky. haha.. gd luck for your prelims and os! from what i've seen in your smses, you seem to be studying alot.. and thats gd.. study more and go far.. hope u get marks gd enough for the jc you want to go to....! (:

well.. time really passes so fast.. and its almost the end of the year already! gd luck to everyone for their EOYs and Os.. haha.. to everyone i've known this year, thankyou. and to everyone from grace6 last year, esp josie! (: keep in touch kays? i'll treasure everyone i know. forever. or at least i'll try my best (:

She Will Be Loved
by Maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Look What You've Done
by Jet


Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove,

Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view 'cause I just can't think for you,
I can hardly hear you say, what should I do? Well you choose
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone

Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone

Fall to Pieces
by Avril Lavigne

I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today is the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

You're the only one
I'd be with 'til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything
Everything

I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
And I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

sometimes i wonder if all this is real




why you have to pretend





and why you lie to me




how you can smile when im crying




and how you can laugh when im all alone




i guess




you just dont care,




do you?