Everytime
by Britney Spears

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby





*45683968. Do you?

you might not have ever known how much i care about you. you may think this is all fake. a deception. lies. but still, to me its really important. i never knew i could cause you so much pain. i never wanted to. and i dont ever want to. they told me to choose him. but was it really who i would pick? sometimes i really dont know. you'd do so much for me, but he'd just stay in a corner and be with his friends. they dont know you. i shouldnt be posting this... it'll probably just make things worse... but... how bad can things get from the current situation?

everything from the start// was all my fault. everything. and anything. i dont know what to do to make you feel better now, or what to do to make me feel better. i couldve decided long ago. made a choice. and i couldve told you what you needed to know. i'll never detest you. i just wish time could reverse and that i never made you hope.

i only have myself to blame now. i would rather push everything to me. than accuse anyone else. my cheerful self has fallen. who will save me? he probably wont even know. they wont know. but you... you cant know. even if i pretend, you'll still know it. we're too alike. you'd do anything for me. i know that. but i cant do much in return for you. and that makes me hate myself even more. fighting a war against myself isnt fun. but its all i can do now. tears fall from my face.

heyhey! lol... cheryl lee has some stuff to say to the ppl she knows... www.bluedolphins-pink-love-music.blogspot.com... seeing what she had to say, i need to say something too!

what happens after we die? do we get reincarnated? will we ever see our friends and family again? people often ask themselves these questions. but how will we ever know the answers? well i dont think its very possible for anyone to know... so i think, we should treasure every year, every month, every day, every hour, every minute and every second of our lives. we may never see the ones we love the most ever again. any place, any time, we might just fall dead. i might die right after i type this. who knows? so i think, we should help as many people as we can while we still can. time doesnt wait for anyone. there may be some things we cant do right now, but there are millions of things that we CAN do. instead of sitting here waiting for the time when we can get to drive a car, or when we can get our own jobs, live up to our aspirations, be a professional singer, why not do what we can now to help ourselves, and more importantly, help others? you may not be a pro singer right now, but you can always sing for you friends or sing with them. i wanna be a psychiatrist when i can get a job, but right now i'll just psycho my friends and family when they need a bit of psycho-ing... does anyone need any psycho-ing anyway? okay im getting out of point. what i really wanna say, is that we should treasure what we have now. be happy that you have a com, or even just have a house to live in. three meals a day. some people will beg and cry for a small grain of rice, but you can simply scoop it up from a ricecooker and eat! **maybe you dont even scoop it from a ricecooker. you just eat it from a bowl.** right? you might not agree with me but... thats what i think. and this is MY place to rant and scream. byE! =]

hello! hahaha... ocean ou de yang... so nice sia... i listen until going siao le! ^_^ didnt really know what to blog the last few days... so yesterday posted a song...

today school was kinda slack... raja didnt come cos she was SICK! rox... hope she never comes back muhahahaha... had a relief for pw... quite nice lar... let us go com lab play... hahaha... then another relief during english... that one very fierce sia... he let us talk for quite a while... was fiddling with gprs behind cheryl's chair! =P then he say too noisy so ask us go back to our seats... made tofu today for hm ec... im SO not eating it... nipped a bit off and tasted it just now... cold, gingerish, disgusting... eeeps...

im copying music from cds into my com now! loads of songs got deleted by my bro cos he doesnt have enough space to install his stuff. uh. and he made like 80 or 90 cranes from paper... hahaha... im gonna make too! but make stars... have to go buy more strips of paper... someone go with me?

nothing much else to talk about... so many days havent blog and still nothing to blog abt... hahaha... time is passing especially fast these few days... yi zhuan yan jiu shi xing qi wu le! eh actually friday's tml. lalala cant think of anything liao...
byE! =]

[running away doesnt solve it.]

Numb
by Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be

lol that was totally uncalled for! but being happy does work wonders i guess... everyone should be happy! smiling requires less strength than frowning. and being happy will rub off everyone else you're with. so it'll become a happy-happy situation, rather than a sad-sad situation! thats good. ehhhhh i tokking crap... dont mind me i kana a bit of mental prob liao le... nothing much happening lately... hope i get to go out again soon... hahaha...

anything you guys want me to psycho about? my ambition is to become a psycho psychiatrist with super psychic powers! lol erase everything. i just wanna be a psychiatrist... although i hope i wont get hacked to death by my patients lol...

nothing much to blog abt le... tagtagtag! hahaha byE! =]

HAPPINESS RULES! woooooo~

hie! feeling kinda numb now... or more like i cant feel myself anymore... went to watch spiderman2 with ying and sokee and some other guys frm our class earlier on... felt so sad while watching the movie that i cried... got discovered by sokee... and soon im gonna cry again if i dont shut myself up... well yea so we kinda watched the movie, walked arnd, ate a bit... eh my blogs are getting less and less interesting huh? sorry... my optimism is wearing off... darkness is taking over... oh well... i should stop now so that you guys can carry on with your lives! byE! =]

=/ still dunno what to blog... but just putting something here so that you guys know im still alive! lol. byE! =]