and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile

26th26th26th26th

I RESOLVE TO BE AS FAST AS THIS!!!!!!!!!!

DJ MAX TECHNIKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (L) (L) (L)

fucked

pmkt at 9am. barely started. gg. dailybooth's fucking with me, error on my picture gah pissed irritated and anxious. time to start studying.

i feel like...

something just died inside of me.

soon i'm just going to wither and rot, then some insects will eat my remains and they will rot too because everything about me is.. diseased.

for the last time

Just a little unwell

so it's been confirmed that my laptop's harddisk is dead. And the information can't be recovered. Greeeeeeeeaaat. And this all has to happen before my birthday/exams. Double great! So um I'm stuck with no tutorial answers (yes i key these all very meticulously in MSWord in my lappy) and no wish to post up the birthday pictures because i have no space to put them. Don't really want to put them here (dad's laptop) cause its.. not mine. Please buy me a Macbook Pro :'(

Party was good (i guess), cake was pretty (smashed) but well I don't want to blame............ I shall just weep in a corner of my already broken heart. Sob. Sorry to anyone whom I didn't look after properly, was so busy running here and there doing this and that sigh we didn't even get to take a family photo!!!!!!!! Pictures up when I've the time/the equipment to.

Thanks to Samantha, the SIM gang & her parents for my new wallet, Small Gugu and sotong-boy Brendan for their present, Serene & Kell for all their lovely presents/ginormous card, Marx for believing that he can do well for his exams haha, Bram & XW for taking the time to come down, and Elle for... parking... on the line. (and letting me throw the marshmallow at his eye. I was really aiming for his mouth.) Also to Alex and KH for coming, and baby gq for gracing us with his presence HAHA

All my aunts/uncles for the ang baos, Uncle David and Ah Sim for fetching the cake (i shall not think of the treachery that happened on the way), Uncle Eric and Angie Gugu for helping with the food/preparations, Aaron's Mummy for cooking her curry!, and last of all my dear Mummy who helped so much with everything and made this whole thing possible. I love you mummy!

Thanks for not being there, Dad :(

I wonder if he even knew I had a party. Oh well I still love him haha best daddy there is, to me!

RANDOM, but i would eh, like to take up baking/cake-making soon. Custom cakes suck when they aren't fully customized the way you want them. First I need a decent kitchen. Now, where do I find one of those.............

dysfunctional

mac is down :(

someone tell me how to fix a c0000218?

coincidentally this number reflects my birthday. (i just realised) ugh. if my dear laptop is really dead i can only hope that i still have the strength to study and someone buys me a new one.

extreme heartache :'( :'( :'(

shaiful please call me soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

I ONLY DATE NERDS hehe
out with the old and in with the new!!!! haha joking serene and marx are so not together!

pictures from yesterday! met samantha and aaron after school to celebrate his sister's birthday, then he went for training and we watched SG idol. picked him after that, met steve and derrick too. all went prawning.

today was final performance for SEDP, then hanging a while with sem1 classmates (they are so friendly and studious) (and smoke-loving) haha after which town to meet dearest gq!! sorry for rushing you and all :( dinner at victor's kitchen again, then plaza sing for G.I.Joe. Action, tick. Hot babes (OMG SIENNA MILLER OMG CANT BREATHE), tick. Hot guy (CHANNING TATUM WTF DANCER + FIGHTER),tick. More Action, tick. so much that i felt uncomfortable til now haha.

Incessant pinging of MSN is pissing me off. Is something wrong with my messenger or is something wrong with messenger?

study. tomorrow. seriously. no more procrastination please.

Just watched UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think because of my extremities I tend to like a lot of movies....... Like freaky action ones like transformers or kiddy cute ones like those from disney and pixar. Haha. Either way I guess thats a good thing! Would recommend the show to those who like cute stuff/old people/imagination (OMG THATS TOTALLY ME) (yes i like old people.) Its not only a story about adventure, but about love as well. So sweet I like cried right at the beginning!!!!!!! Happy ending at least!

Have settled my cake and the catering, but still have to find a Tinkerbell candle for the cake. Else I might just use a topper and have normal candles.

Hmm. Goodbye!

Will you grow old with me?

My eyes open. I roll to the side and a tear falls onto the sheets. I drag myself to the edge of the bed and land a step on the cold wooden floor, making my way downstairs.

I put the leaves of English Breakfast in the teapot, fry some eggs and make some toast like you used to do. As I seat myself on the chair, the plate falls just into place where you'd always put it - three fingers away from the edge, beside my mug. I breathe a sigh, maybe one of relief, and take a sip of the tea. It tastes different from the ones you brewed. I wonder what it was you did that made it different?

Then came the sound of the ice cream truck. I looked out of the window and saw the times where I'd whine and ask you to bring me out to get some. You'd kiss my forehead like a little girl and lead me out the door.

I always took strawberry, and you chocolate.

And as I sit in our house with nobody else at all, I know I'm not alone.

You're right here just like you've always been.

trading heartbeats

times like these i really regret not going for lectures/doing my tutorials and stuff. :( well i've just gotta tell myself to work really hard i guess. hope i get some support from peers haha. i know baby will support me!!! but i need very.. condusive environments for studying. and i need a lot of tutoring. ugh. 3:

i'm glad that, somehow, everything's just gonna be alright.

two days ago..

me: baby can you buy me ion please please please!
him: can. you want positive or negative ion?

Tinkbell Cakeeeeeeeeee

still trying to find a tinkerbell cake :( look at all the pretty cakes!!! zomg.

got really bored after i couldnt find one, so..

Draw A Pig

you should try it hahahah

overdose of you

friday

suki sushi buffettttttttt. saw maurice/zhirong/brianna/danial with another two girls i dont know the names of haha. they like sat behind us! so basically we whacked the sashimi like we always do..

:D

ZOMG TWO STOREY LV?

it's got to be...

YES, ION!!!!!!

oh and Happy National Day everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! remember to recite the pledge at 8:22PM!

eyeeeeeeeeeeonnnnnnnnnnnn

at aaron's nowwwwwww damn boredddddddddddddd. entertainment please?

i declined their mahjong invitation (i like mahjong but cant take more than one round i'll be damn sleepy) so now i'm just left with derrick's computer that has like nothing wtf i have more games than him srzly haha.
town, (ion!!) with samantha earlier on. first time there, explored it quite quickly though? haha. royce for mommy and got something from topshop. met serene and zx and char and marxxxxxxxxxxxx.

boreddddddddddddd :(

love my green monkey so much haha

i dont wanna sleep, i dont wanna dream

karting on sundayyyyyy, some evo broke down on the rocky path to plentong haha the friggin exhaust dropped down wtf hahahah stopped to help for a bit and then went to kart yayyyyyyyy.

fun as usual, only went three rounds though. and only once on the fast kart. haha. bruised again.. vivo for a bit after that for shopping with mom & andre, then dinner with uncle aunt and hong yang my cousin and uncle fetched us back.

monday's FIT presentation!!! i swear im good at photography lah. my model-worth picture:

SMEXY ONLY?
and this is the album cover for my new band, 'The Studious'

:D

more, more photos at serene's blog. some damn disgusting haha i only put a few of the nice ones k too lazy + i only like to remember the happy things HAHAHAHAHA.

caught The Hangover with like. marx elle neek bram serene charissa kell xw me at cine yesterday. i think it's damn good? idk? like fucking funny i almost died laughing and throughout the movie i kept hearing (i think it was xiaowei) going 'cheryl!!!' in a like 'cheryl wtf can you control yourself haha' way. marx thinks its a guy's show (what, then i'm a guy? okay maybe half right) and that its vulgar so it suits me (WTF ALL THESE I CANT DENY?!?!) and kell's like i think among all of us girls cheryl enjoyed the most haha. okay, i did like the movie. okay, it's a crude show but i think it's damn funny. OKAY, OKAY. go watch to prove my point hahahaha.

accounts today ewwwwwwwwwww shall not comment. haha. after which went home, then went to woodlands (cousin's house) to meet mom/chill for a bit while she was tutoring wei, then to town to get some stuff and home. love mommy.

sometimes i think i talk too much i go on and on and on :( hahaha. ack idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk goodnight.

get well soon sickly serene!!! (poor girl's been running a fever for like two days. almost died in the cinema wtf mad) else we cant play gh!!!!!!! dont be sad okay you'll be my second best friend after nick :D HAHA inside joke.

PLANTS VS ZOMBIES

have been so addicted to this gameeee!!!!!! basically you plant the plants and use them to fight the zombies. certain plants work better against certain zombies. damn sex. hahaha though it sounds stupid its damn funnnnnn.

i think the game has very good playability, and you don't really get bored because you get new plants to experiment with in each new level. after you complete the adventure mode, you get to play puzzles, mini games and the survival mode. some of which are really tough! and there's a lot of variety in the mini games cause there's like. Beghouled (PVZ version of bejeweled) which is very interesting IMO hahaha. in the end you also get a Zen Garden so you can plant your own plants :D it's a bit difficult to get money thoughhhhhhhhh. im like doing free advertisement for popcap hahahaah

on a side note, watch the Plants Vs Zombies ending song! (this is damn lame but damn funny)

but it would break my heart if you did.

Dejected

i have so scared the shit out of myself by looking at all of the pictures in NotSpecific while sitting in the dark alone at the dining table :(

earlier on i felt so.. well, dejected. ugly, poor and useless. but i'm sure we all feel this way sometimes.. there's always a moment where we feel like we're so worthless but then we console ourselves saying that there's definitely someone who's worse off. but is that the best we can do? maybe sometimes we just have to make ourselves better? i try so hard to make everyone else happy but it's making me feel the opposite. who do i choose then? you or me? and then i realise that i can never make everyone happy all the time. and there are people who piss me off real bad (haha samantha knows!) so i guess.. i'll have to be a better person, not only for the rest of the world, but for me too. because i've worked so hard just to get here.

P.S. Sticky is damn good.

P.P.S. i am still never going to rid myself of my insect phobia

goodnight

Love is like a Rubik's cube.
There are countless numbers of twists and turns, but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter what way you look at it.