firstly, need to say a big THANK YOU to Lim Wan Ying, Leong Sok Ee, Cheryl Lee Xin Yi, Joanne Tong YuLin as well as him! thank u guys for e nice bday present... really appreciate it.. haha.. esp to wanying and sokee.. =P they got sushi in return tho.. had fun today anot? hope you guys did.. im sure i did.. was so nice eating with you all.. two ppl only la but three's a crowd! lame le. sorry. haha. eee. bro home le. haha. gtg! blog more tml ba..

ai qing. ai qing shi shen me ne?




what do people do for the sake of love? why do they do such things? who do you live for? how do you find the strength to carry on?





when you see the one you love the most, smsing someone else, holding hands with someone else, talking to someone else, and wanting to be with someone else, what do you do? do you cry? do you sit back and enjoy it? do you feel like killing the other person? or just be relieved that he/she's with someone they like, and that he/she's happy?

what does it mean to love someone? do you have to be by their side every single second? have the money to sms them every moment, or need to buy the world for them?

no. its much more than that.

isnt it?

Dont Quit

When things go wrong,
as they sometimes will,
When the road you're
trudging seems uphill,
When the funds are low
and the debts are high,
And you want to smile,
but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing
you down a bit,
Rest, if you must
But don't you quit.

Success is failure
turned inside out,
The silver tint of
the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell
how close you are,
It may be near
When it seems afar.
So stick to the fight
When you're hardest hit -
its when things go wrong
that you musn't quit.

had loads of fun today! haha. there was a el performance, and cheer comp... practiced so much for it all... just to say thanks to everyone who chipped in.. you guys rawk! was kinda happy to see the whole class working together to do the cheer properly.. the first time they treated something so seriously... proved that we have the power to do things if we want to... sadly, we didnt win. haha. but was still really glad to see everyone moving to the same beat... basically just had the national day stuff in school today...

went to jp after the celebrations in school.. after our art test also of course.. all 4 of us bought this mood ring thing.. can b used as a keychain.. mine has a little bear on it, wy and se's one have stars, and cheryl has a hartt! haha... its practically just a ring-like metal thing that's not a full enclosed circle, somewhat like how a keychain is, with a little figurine at the center//middle that can change colour according to the temperature! description precise enough anot? haha.. had loads of fun.. we walked around for like arnd 5 hrs... became a bit lifeless again near the end of our jpjourney... cant think of anything le.. my mind's just a blank space.. eeeps. starting to sound sad again. better stop liao!!! i zao le la. bye. rmb to smiLe whoever you are, wherever you are, and whatever you are! haha. =) a smile a day keeps e sadness away? not true. never will be true. but it helps. =)

// live life with no regrets.

The Reason
by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

hey! i realised im kinda neglecting my blog a bit... many things have been happening lately... so much that i didnt have the time to sit down and type out what happened for the day... dun think anyone actually cares whether i do or not, but im feeling guilty for ignoring my blog!!!

things have passed so fast, yet every second is another painful moment.

the pain i feel can never be described. it can never be taken away from me. it will never escape my heart.

i wish i could take all the suffering alone. so that everyone else would be happy. that would be the greatest happiness of my life.

the things love do to us. what can we do? running away is never a solution. sooner or later the question will come back to you. straighten your thoughts asap. cos there might not be any more time left for you to spare. the clock is always ticking. time doesnt stop for anyone. and in the end it might hurt someone even more than it would if you'd thought things out right at the start. make your move if you want to right now, because you might never have the chance to tell someone how much he/she means to you after that mere second. treasure the ones you love, and tell them how much they're worth. cos they really are worth it.

there's so much more i wanna do. so many words left unsaid. but where will i find the courage to face what is really buried deep in my heart? where do i go, and what do i do? i myself dont know much about what im thinking. my mind's a blur. i will never see the most important things in my heart, for they are covered by a million other things. i worry too much. i try not to, but somehow i always do. we're all trying very hard to do our best.

[love will never falter in the midst of a crisis.]
or will it?