i feel so inferior. the whole world hates me. well i should be complaining to you guys cos you need to keep a positiveeeeee attitude! i added a few links... yiting and michelle y! haiz... feeling so sad... dunno why... im gonna try to add music to this place... hope it works... i wanna dip my head in a bucket of water and drown myself. muhahahaha. and i think i half twisted my right wrist... hurts... okay now lets get back to my life!

hmmmm. today i had to go back to school! went for histoRy remedial [which i didnt even need to go for] just to spend more time with sokEe and cHeRyLeE! ying has gone overseas... she's probably enjoying herself right now in a bEaUtiFu| hotel of some sort... and she said she'd get us souvenirs! woooo... yea so today... i kinda screwed up a bit in the morning... almost forgot to put the silvery button thingys on my uniform... and was gonna leave the house when i suddenly remembered i hadnt tied my hair yet. lolx... i reached school at about 10.20... which was 20 minutes after the remedial started- so i didnt dare go in cos i wasnt supposed to be there anyways. =] cherylee and sokee came down to pull me up... so nice of them huh... lolx... the remedial was kinda dumb... was chatting with cherylee about someone through her notebook thingy! hahahahahahahaha.... clumsy me was making loads of cheryl and sokee's stuff drop... bahhh! after that we each took a lollipop from me and starting eating it... then we walked down... went to fiddle with the piano... cherylee damn pro at it... she can play an jing by jay!!!! gawd so nice... then she ate a packet of bee hoon her mum packed for her... looked so nice to eat so me and sokee went to get yee mee to eat too... the yee mee was especially salty... then we sat at the bench and shared ghost stories... freaked us out... we kept going into the toilet just to scare ourselves lolx... then there was the chinese thingy... so we went up to the hall... hahahaha that part was kinda fun at first... cos we went scouting for seats from ppl we knew... then after that it was totally boring... the teacher there talking crap... we were all talking by ourselves... lolx and we did some sick stuff... wont post it here... wahahahaha... thats about all that happened i guess... quite a boring day today... im sleeeepy... -yawnZ- byE! =]

Jolin 蔡依林 - 就是愛

气象说温度会骤降 我预言爱情是晴朗 心能感应冷热变化
眼神它反映着温差 直觉在瞬间的刹那 这回真的被电到啦
怎么办 梦里想你装傻 怎么办 知道我要什么MY GOD
如果爱像微风 和你一起吹过 连空气味道都变成甜的

当我才发觉 就是爱 世界变了
当你在传达 你爱我 手牵着我
当我正想你 就是爱 天空晴了
当我抬起头 你在眼前了

我不做回应没说法 答案却都写在脸上 挡不住嘴角也上扬
你眼睛突然眨一下 表情就静止停在那 心怎么跳的不像话
怎么办 梦里想你装傻 怎么办 知道我要什么MY GOD
如果爱像微风 和你一起吹过 连空气味道都变成甜的

当我才发觉 就是爱 世界变了
当你在传达 你爱我 手牵着我
当我正想你 就是爱 天空晴了
当我抬起头 你在眼前了

当我才发觉 就是爱 世界变了
当你在传达 你爱我 手牵着我
当我正想你 就是爱 天空晴了
当我抬起头 你在眼前了
当我才发觉 就是爱 世界变了
当你在传达 你爱我 手牵着我
当我正想你 就是爱 天空晴了
当我抬起头 你在眼前了
当我才发觉 就是爱 世界变了
当你在传达 你爱我 手牵着我
当我正想你 就是爱 天空晴了
当我抬起头 你在眼前了

finally it is OVER. PiE // what crap. i think i half twisted my right wrist... it hurts alot sometimes when i bend it certain ways... nvrmnd abt that anyways. today was the PiE thing! so lame la... i went to school with wanying... her dad fetched the both of us to school... so nice right- hahahaha... then we started on the PiE thingy... set up the booth... houpang asked me and cheryl to get tables to make the booth but we couldnt find the dumb tables... so we made him bring us there... and the both of us ended up carrying one table... was so fun walking backwards lolx. then some of the girls made pillow thingys to sell, the rest went arnd selling the ones that we already made... while me and cherylee were walking arnd buying stuff... after quite long--- mr foo finally announced the opening of PiE. i was like... wt-?! later on, me, sokee, wanying and cherylee went arnd making pitiful ncc people buy our stuff cos they had to stand at their posts and not move! hahahaha... the boys were running arnd selling sweets... from 2 for 50cents to 2 for 10cents to 3 for 10cents... ackkk... i bought a small bunch of sweets from them... almost touched kenwu's hand for that... didnt eat them cos i was busy eating lollipops! gotta love em. nice and round and with a stick! wahahahaha.... i ate like umm.. 4 today? in less than 3 hrs lolx... im gonna buy myself a lollipop flower next time. a whole big bunch. yeaaaaaaaaaaa... mmmm i love lollipops. then we slacked... nobody wanted to clear the booth so yiting had to go clean it up... so eviL right-?! oh well... after that it was mainly ptc ptc and more ptc. my ptc yesterday was kinda okay... but mrs raja thinks i need to check my eyes cos i always do this =.= but its actually cos im -_-;;ing. lolxxx... oooooooh and i asked this sec4 guy for his number. muhahahaha. i think i really madded liao le... and im getting better and better at opening locker locks lolx... i think i finally remembered my combi... and cherylee's combi... kinda forgot sokee and wanying's ones... need to make myself memorise then can even remember in 1 minute... wahahaha i blogged so much! i'll go then.. byE-! =]

wheeeeeeeee. my hands hurt, my middle finger is slightly swelled due to opening of too many locks, my fingernails are blue red and green, there's PiE [ promoting innovation and e-something ] tml, i still need to do loads more stuff for it, i dont know what time im supposed to go for it, everyone's rushing for it, and my headache is getting worse. bahhhhh i gotta run. need to do more PiE stuff! byE... =]

*sniffff* i think i'm sick. with flu! but oh-hohoho nevermind! and sorry i havent blogged for so long... no time // bro steals com. yesterday was TOTALLY COOL!!! i went to westmall to meet my mum and then we watched shrek2... its REALLY nice. very worth watching... its funny, a little bit ro-man-ti-quE, slightly pervertic?, and very very very nice to watch! i cried a bit while watching it... cos of love love love love love. now i can agree that love is absolutely the most poweRfuL thing in the worLd! =] love rox. uh whats wrong with me?! ;) then after watching it i went to the cD shop place thingy... and my ohsogoodie mum bought jo|in's cD and cYnDi's cD for me all at once!!! i was soooooo happy. she was prolly in a super good mood or smth... she's not usually so nice. hmmm now lets hop back to today! oooooooh and there's this PiE thingy that the school is organising... and we have to make stuff to sell... but so far we haven't exactly done much or made much. like--- we're supposed to make kEycHaiNs out of wiRes?! good luck to us. i was feeling so horrrrrrrible in school today... cough + flu + headache = nasty combination. at least i get to sit and use the com and listen to music and live in my own world with, of course, my bao beis sokee, wanying and cherylee! although there's still something missing. or maybe someone. i dunno. hah! my head hurtttts. i think i'll go now... byE!

3 days. I HAVENT BLOGGED FOR 3 DAYS?! wt--- wheeeeee im so happy i can blog now. my oh-so-wonderful bro has gone out with his friend! woooo~ does anyone here have magic punk? some cool game with loads of ballllllllllls. today was totally boring... the best thing was probably the 'live' gay show! wahahaha so fun. gays trying to unzip each others pants. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! and hohoho thankew claireywaireyfairy for tagginggggg... you rock your diapers off! man... i just screamed cos i forgot my dad was at home... and i got scolded by him for being mad! bahhhhh... noqw my grandma wants me to zao... byE...

ow. my head hurts. but wooooo~ today was totally one of the most funnnn days EVER! ^_^ mE + cHeRyLeE + s0kEe + wAnyiNg went to cHeRyLeE's house aft. school!!! we played the piano + went online + looked at some "mtv"s on cHeRyLeE's com + drank orange juice + had loads of fun-! it was so nice... and cHeRyLeE ish so totally pro at playing the piano sia!! then we went to bukit panjang plaza... cHeRyLeE's mum fetched us there... we took neoprints together... one card for each of us... and we bought exactly the same pencilboxes // pink for mE and cHeRyLeE // blue for wAnyiNg and s0kEe... now we're on a saving rampage-- maybe we're not eating next week. lolxx... money money money! bahhh although today was sooooo fun my head hurts. i think i got a brain tumor or something-- we had home econs today for midyrs... so dumb... i write rubbish again lolx. didnt even study for it! i think i need to take a panadol or something... head really bursting liao... cheErs to the four of us who had one of the best days eVeR~! nothing to write le lolx... byE...

Kimi no tame ni boku no tame ni
Nani ga dekiru?

Mienai nani ka ni michibikare
Bokura wa mata
Meguriaeta ne
Yakusoku datta Toki o koete

Kimochi ga sukitooru yo (sou da ne)
Kawaranai egao ni ima

Eien ni monogatari wa
Kimi o shujinkou ni erabu yo
Takusan no deai to sayonara ga
Michishirube sa (michishirube sa) Bokura no

Tokenai pazuru ni mayoikomu
Yume Toki demo
Kimi ga ita kara Kimi ga iru kara
Tsuyoku nareta

Itsuka mata hanaretemo (heiki da yo)
Kokoro ga yobiau nara

Mienai kara wakaru nda
Bokura o tsunaideru kiseki ga
Ame o koe Kaze no oka o koete
Kagayaku no sa (kagayaku no sa)

Eien ni monogatari wa
Kimi o shujinkou ni erabu yo
Takusan no deai to sayonara ga
Michishirube sa (michishirube sa) Bokura no

now i lurve this song! lolx its playing in my head all day... so niceeeee.... frontier has nice opening and ending songs... welll i guess most animes have nice openings and endings-- uh. the temperature's 32degrees but im freezing. my hands and feet are coldddd. sAvE mE! gawd... im gonna cry again... im such a little crybaby... im seriously starting to hate myself. alot. my self-esteem is getting lower and lower. at least i can still kick doors open ^_^ got nothing to blog about... my life isnt that important to you anyway is it? ho well byE...

can i just say that my baby cuzzin is SO TOTALLY CUTE!!!! wahahaha he can say blue and black and purple so anything else thats even green or yellow is blue / black / purple to him. ISNT THAT CUTE!!!! oooooh frontier starting soon... gotta zao! ^_^

bahhh im just typing this for fun lolx

wooo~ im the only one online in my list right now-- i added cHeRyLeE's blog in the links... or cHeRyLeE would you prefer me to put b|uEdoLphiNs? ho well... im kinda happie that so many people are tagging... that means people actually come! wahahaha... =P its kinda early to know whats gonna happen today... but just remember to watch channel 8 at 8pm today! mE gonna watch frontier soon... byE... ^_^

Can't you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me
Close my eyes
You're the only one that leaves me, completely breathless

No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny

'Cause I wanted to fly
So you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

There's a will, there's a way
Sometimes words just can't explain
This is real, I'm afraid
I guess this time theres just no hiding, fighting
You make me restless

You're in my heart
The only light that shines there
In the dark

'Cause I wanted to fly
So you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me through
And there's nothing that
I wouldn't do for you

'Cause I wanted to fly
So you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

woo i lurve this song. currently its the song of the moment! i made the nice parts bold... hehe.. i decided to put up the song lyrics of every song of the moment... you can request for song lyrics in the tagboard if you want... i'll get them done aSaP! okiE? =( im feeling really sad... im missing someone! i dont seem very sad huh-- oh well... at least i can blog... couldnt blog yesterday cos my brother was already home when i got back.. kinda happie that he's gonna be out for quite long... but im still missing that speciaL someone. bahhh... yesterday was loads of funnnn... mE and yiNg and cHeRyLeE and j0y went to s0kEe's house! realllllllly fun place there... and her dog ish SUPER CUTE!!! i guess we're all looking forward to going to her house again soon... once again we ate instant noodles at her house... same brand same kind. but its niceeeee... and its biG! thats how the five of us managed to share 2 cups/bowLs of it. lolx. that reminds me! every perverted or somewhat siCk person should watch channel 8 on sunday at 8.00pm! ^_^ sure laugh until siao sia... wahahahaha... no mood to blog liao le. maybe i'll blog again later... this is kinda like a blog for yesterday lolx... byE- =(

lolx. im still watching weebl and bob! wahahaha so funnyyyy... if the earlier link doesnt work then use this one! go in and pick one... weebl and bob. <-- clickme!

today's geog was kinda haRd... wrote alot of rubbish again.. haiZ i think im getting sick... *sniff* i somehow think studying is kinda fun... yesterday i knelt beside my bed while hugging my littleteddybear! was writing notes on geog lolx... two more days--- i cant wait! wooooo~

"lo bob."
'lo.'
"you have pie?"
'no.'
"pie."
'mmmmmm. pie.'
"mmmmmmmmmm."

gawd its soooo cute! ^_^ bahh no mood to blog now... feeling so sick and so tired and so saddddddddd--- byE... =/ *sniff*

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! weebl and bob. rawks. go this site to see crap funny stuff lolx...

wEeBl aNd b0b. <--clickme!

go the archives and see the rest... you sure laugh until siao... hahahahahahhahahahaa so funnnnnny!!!!! woot.

bahhh the tagboard is up but the colours suck. dont blame me! lolx... if you're so smart go get your blend of colours and fill mE in on them. thankkkkkeW! dumb histoRy test. and english test. dumb. stupid. crapshit. bleagh i wanna scream it makes me feel alive. ehhhhhh whats wrong with mE!!!!! WHAT THE -bleep- IS WRONG WITH ME?! and no, claire the poo did not do anything do me. i've been eating plates of meeeeee goreng thats instantly cooked by my mum. one little packet of noodles + a whole bunch of sauce. GREATTTTTT... bah i havent studied for my geog yet.. im a lazy little gurL.... ' badddd gurL. badddddddd... ' who's up to join the spastic society! hmm our class is totally the most gay EVER. wooo~ everyone's running around trying to catch their little buddies to gay. gaygaygay. is it THAT fun?! especially today... wahahaha...

after the paper!
wheeeee...
went to eat some crapshit.
saw a t0o0o0otttally shuai guy with his shuai friends.
went back to class.
stared out of the window to look at them.
half melted.
too shuai lolx.
the guys : running arnd gaying.
the gurLs : studying histoRy.
once again i couldnt find my own chair.
i knelt on the bludy hard ground.
im starting to like kneeling.
its funnnn...
whoa then the history paper came.

ying made me run over to her seat 2 times and it was totally embarassing. gawd... but it was kinda fun sliding on the ground... i think im getting more pro at doing that liaoZ... wooo me and ying were mwuacking each other at the end of the paper.. so FUN!!!! 'mwuack'."mwuack".'mwuack'."mwuack". we got spotted by many guys. i meant gays. whatever. the paper was kinda easy at the start... but the ending was TOTALLY SUCKY. hard like siao.... everybody just wrote whatever rubbish they could think of lolx... ho well im gonna go study geog now... good luck to everyone for the geoG paper tomorrow k? i think im gonna screw it. ^_^ byE~!

wahahaha heyyyyy! gawd im so happy i can blog todae... luckily for me my brother ish sleepin-- littleaikoangel sneaks on the com to blog! today had chinese and lit midyr exams... i screwed up a bit i think... but i wont make myself worry about it cos the marks wont change anyways right? right now im worrying abt whether my mum will confiscate my phone soon. haiZ... i think i've been talking too much on the phone... gettin scolded alot... ooh and the advertisement at the busstop finally changed to "bRaNdS eSsEnCe 0f cHiCkEn!" [the more you drink, the more drive you have.] what crapshit is tHaT?! and i wanna recommend EVERYONE to visit cLaiRe's blog.... its a good way of de-stressing at this evil time of the year! i just lurvvvvE it.... so fun so exciting so magical. makes me feel gay. yea i mean the "gay" gay not the happy gay. lolx. but currently im still a living, breathing homosapien that is PERFECTLY NORMAL. school reallllllly rawks nowadays. so funnnn... wheeee... english and histoRy tml... i think im gonna fail the histoRy... i dunno... tried to study just now but didnt really work that much-- couldnt get myself to continue reading the same subject on the same book in the same page... too boring stuff for hyPeRaCtIvE maniacs like me! wooo~ im gonna hop off to read claire's blog now... her blog ish just soooo full of- life. yeaaaaa~ byE.

y0y0y0! hApPy m0tHeR's dAy to all mums? lolx im feeling a bit hyPeR now... just made a few more adjustments to this pretty n pink blog. i made words at the bottom of the window... try looking... haiz everyone's practically been spending the weekends studying studying studying... i studied a bit myself too.. supposed to be doing history right now... but a litttttttle bit of blogging wont hurt rite? ^_^ the tag-board isnt up yet... everyone's tag-board ish kinda screwing up so i'll wait until its working before i put it up mmkay? woo i made a card for my mum today in... 15 minutes? but hey! i worked alot for it okay... my mum went a little madded... so we had kFc today for lunch... i eat until full like siAo sia... so far i've studied for my chinese and lit... still got LOADS to go through... history on tuesday... and that sux. ***did you know?*** my english teacher is full of chocolate milk! lolx im going insane. hmm and i got a websiTe but i dunno what to do with it. what shld i put in it... ideas pleaseeeee... haiZ so sad the tagboard isnt up yet... if not you could post your ideas there.... oh well... got nothing else to write about i guess... lurve you guys loads... byE! ^_^

woo~ this is my second blogpage... i kinda totally screwed the first one up... so im starting a new one! dont blame me or say im wasteful. thats me. and this, is my new blog. my new life. my new---- rEf|ecTioN.



nahh just kidding. ^_^ being cHiMz is nice. hehehe. i gotta study for chinese and lit now... got midyrs coming next week... wish me luck? thankeW! byE...