LEAVE ME ALONE AND STOP FCKING RIPPING.

im so damn dissed now i need to scream here again! and well i rmb seraph once said, THIS IS MY PLACE TO RANT. hmm everyday is seemingly getting more and more shitty with the whole world supposedly cloning me and i wish theyd stop being such __heads and bloody leave me alone. i cant STAND it when people copy or get the same things yea unless like- you arranged it beforehand? im REALLY SORRY but i just CANT take it. i HATE it especially much when some asshole comes and steals MY idea and claims it as theirs. and i DONT want to talk about it cos it'll just make everyone fucking unhappy so i'll just SHUT THE FUCK UP now as you'll be thinking i'm just bloody noisy. fags. god forbid.

**135 jaynuts.

im kinda bored now so i'll blog.. cant wait for monday yea i want to go to school.. haha weird eh? oh damn i just rmbed we have loads of tests on monday. okay i dont want to go anymore lol.. hmms i dont know what to type. let me write some compo thing shall i?


why do we humans always want to love when we know we'll get hurt in the end anyway? it doesnt really make sense but, well who cares anyway. okay i need to shut up :x

umm i really dont know what to write about. everyday is just another day again and again and again and again and again and it gets so boring and so worthless why do we even care. im so sad we cant post chinese on this thing cos it just turns to bad words with all the weird sh!tty stuff. haha okay well someone please tag about what i should post about ):

and - the hugging thing is off! i dont know what happened to it but its saddening to know that now i have no hugs. haha I SHALL LINK TO ORISINAL I SWEAR. its so __ing addictive and soooo sweet. gosh i feel like a kid :P haha byebyee muakkies//

孩子们眼中的希望 是什么形状

ive lost count. a series of - unfortunate events? ohdamnih a t ethis.well well today was a HELLBAD day for me yes. haiz im kinda actually v sian to type out everything but. guess i'll just write la. since WEIYI INSISTS.after sch we had sportsheats.. so went to the stadium with sarahhhh. :] then we were so excited and everything.. and when it finally started, i guess i ran faster than i ever did? yea and well i crashed into the girl in the 7th lane.. i was in the 8th lane and she passed her baton alr so she was walking out- UNFORTUNATELY. ): screwed our timing like siao la.. haiz and we trained soooooo hard for it.. sucks.. hmms so yea i fell and cursed at her:x before i passed the baton to pauline*secondrunner. strangely we didnt get last hahahaha which means umms there's one class which is kinda. slow. hahaha that was the first thing.. then the second was that it started to rain so my wound had to get wet while i walked ZZ. we asked mrchin for a rerun and he said he'd confirm with us later on.. so we went back to slack hahaha.. then later when we went to ask him about the results i think i dropped my phone at the tent and i totally didnt knowwwwww gahhh. third thing - we didnt get to rerun and that SUCKS bad cos we couldve gotten at least 3rd. oh fuck the stupid blogger screws on me again dammit. okay well where was i gah i hate this umm fourth was that yea i kinda lost my phone for a while and got it back from linlaoshi.. then 5th was erms my el teacher called me and said cos i didnt tell her beforehand that i had heats so what i have to write some parental letter? yea whateverthe__. then 6th was that me and weiyi got a bit lost and ended up at woodlands mrt blahblah whatever im so SICK AND TIRED, bye.obviouslyyouhaveNOIDEAhowmuchiHATEthisandhowmuchyouarenthelping.cryingsmyfaultandeverythingelseistooisntit.iguess.WHATEVER.ihatethisihatethisihatethis.IHATEMYLIFEOKAYIHATEMYLIFEANDYOUHAVETOMAKEITWORSEEVERYSINGLEDAYYOUHAVETOMAKEMECRYEVERYSINGLEDAYCANTYOUUNDERSTANDATALL?iguessyouneverwillyouneverwillyouneverwill.youdontknowwhatigothroughyoudontevenknowwhatgoesoninmysovery__eduplifeyouhaveNOIDEAandyoudontwanttoknowyoujustwantmetobethebestbuticantdoitiwontmakeitijustcantdoitcantyouunderstand?i h a t e t h i s.sucks, really.the tears they never stop going. i cant do this forever.

ohdamn
ih a t ethis.

well well today was a HELLBAD day for me yes. haiz im kinda actually v sian to type out everything but. guess i'll just write la. since WEIYI INSISTS.

after sch we had sportsheats.. so went to the stadium with sarahhhh. :] then we were so excited and everything.. and when it finally started, i guess i ran faster than i ever did? yea and well i crashed into the girl in the 7th lane.. i was in the 8th lane and she passed her baton alr so she was walking out- UNFORTUNATELY. ): screwed our timing like siao la.. haiz and we trained soooooo hard for it.. sucks.. hmms so yea i fell and cursed at her:x before i passed the baton to pauline*secondrunner. strangely we didnt get last hahahaha which means umms there's one class which is kinda. slow. hahaha that was the first thing.. then the second was that it started to rain so my wound had to get wet while i walked ZZ. we asked mrchin for a rerun and he said he'd confirm with us later on.. so we went back to slack hahaha.. then later when we went to ask him about the results i think i dropped my phone at the tent and i totally didnt knowwwwww gahhh. third thing - we didnt get to rerun and that SUCKS bad cos we couldve gotten at least 3rd. oh fuck the stupid blogger screws on me again dammit. okay well where was i gah i hate this umm fourth was that yea i kinda lost my phone for a while and got it back from linlaoshi.. then 5th was erms my el teacher called me and said cos i didnt tell her beforehand that i had heats so what i have to write some parental letter? yea whateverthe__. then 6th was that me and weiyi got a bit lost and ended up at woodlands mrt blahblah whatever im so SICK AND TIRED, bye.

obviouslyyouhaveNOIDEAhowmuchiHATEthisandhowmuchyouarenthelping.cryingsmyfaultandeverythingelseistooisntit.iguess.WHATEVER.ihatethisihatethisihatethis.IHATEMYLIFEOKAYIHATEMYLIFEANDYOUHAVETOMAKEITWORSEEVERYSINGLEDAYYOUHAVETOMAKEMECRYEVERYSINGLEDAYCANTYOUUNDERSTANDATALL?iguessyouneverwillyouneverwillyouneverwill.youdontknowwhatigothroughyoudontevenknowwhatgoesoninmysovery__eduplifeyouhaveNOIDEAandyoudontwanttoknowyoujustwantmetobethebestbuticantdoitiwontmakeitijustcantdoitcantyouunderstand?
i h a t e t h i s.

sucks, really.

the tears they never stop going. i cant do this forever.

WHATEVER.

fuck this.

hell yea i need to EXPLODE here if not i'm gonna depress myself to death. damn i cant fucking get into msn i cant fucking get a normal conversation going with my mother i cant fucking seem to mean a thing to you.

sucks,
really.

bah i havent said enough. i HATE this. just because they have a higher authority they scream they shout they fucking do whatever they want and they dont give a fuck about what we want. i HATE them.

sucks,
really.

del you know what. i REALLY wish i had the guts to criticise someone like you do but i cant man dammit i cant bear to say a word i dont want to send myself to my own fucking grave so darn early. NOTHINGs going my way and i dont see how much worse this can get. im itching all over because im so fucking pissed and im stressing myself causing my stupid FUCKED UP skin problems to get bad and my mother ISNT helping. msn is being a bitch by not letting me sign in and i serious HATE that. scratching just makes the wounds hurt more. fuck that.

sucks,
really.

okay i havent been blogging very much lately cos i guess ive been really lazy and sleeping really late. finally i get my mini and its pink yea and i've been loading songs into it so guess thats another factor for my sleeplatewakeearly scheme. i lorve yew baby. heh heh.and now it has a little billabong home to snuggle in while im listening to it and it'll keep it safe from harsh dangers! im being so fucking lame. sorry. well okay i wanna go download some songs and im off to sleep. will blog about whats been happening WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT, unfortunately. BYE. muawhatever.