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Macbook's back with Windows7 :3

"Annoying Orange"

Again,

i hate it when i feel like this. I think I'm just too stressed from everything. Work, School, Personal stuff (and this is stuff to do with me and myself when i say personal). everyone I need is just not helping me and everyone I dont is just giving me more stuff to do..

I know everyone's got stuff to do and I'm not complaining about having to do stuff, I'm just complaining about how I feel now.. which is horrbl.e, seriously. Been home the entire day. Sometimes I hope this all just ends sooner cause 'life is miserable enough' as mom says. I don't even know what I'm upset about. I'm just so choked and I want to cry but I hate to cry because everyone else seems to hate it. and whenever this happens i just lean back because it helps me breathe better and the tears wont fall out of my eyes

SERVA ME SERVABOTE

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

And I’ll never love again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

And I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and the girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise to you boy

That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along
I’ll never love again

So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

it's complicated and stupid

ღ αіĸo says (9:02 PM):
life sucks when you look at the talented rich and famous and look back at the 18 years of your life realising you've got nothing
hahahaha
Dope says (9:02 PM):
CAUSE YOURE ASIAN
ღ αіĸo says (9:03 PM):
HAHA WHAT
THE
FUCK
can i like post that
HAHAHA
Dope says (9:03 PM):
yarrrrr.
ღ αіĸo says (9:03 PM):
WHY SO ETHNICIST.
LE SIGH
jay chou is asian what but he's rich and famous.
though he's ugly like nobody's business
HAHA
Dope says (9:03 PM):
cause youre SINGAPOREAN.
can?

3:

who is to judge?

'are you sleeping!'

'nooooooooooooooo'

HAHA ♥~!

havent had time to blog much :( lots of pictures and stuff but no time no time! i'm barely even online nowadaysssssss whats happening to meeeeee hahaha. S just told me about somethinggggggggggggggggg is it good or bad? so much to contemplate about.

no ECD tutorial (thankfully i am always late when tutorials are cancelled!!) so it'll be doctor later to check my eye and then off to workkkkkkk. had a very.. emotional (i cant think of any other word) conversation with mom last night. dear lord forgive me for every time i call someone a fucker....... haha. love mummy she GMH!!!